I am a Palestinian. I was kind of profiled here for being so and that was no fun but it's probably the case for everyone here. I'm not gonna play the victim here as I'm not good at it, but this place is kind of toxic for absolutely everyone and that is probably what makes me unable to leave... And by the time I spent it here and on the Arabic Wikipedia, I discovered that everything goes back to its right track on it's own without middling if given the right time. So, I guess it's fine now. I'll be fine here. I only need to be more cautious and patient. But, I really need to cut my time here as much as I can for the good of my mental health and in order to find something more productive and I think that I'm doing a good progress and proud about it. The problem is that I see myself through my contributions. This is the only way I can feel being seen and heard and impactful. And that's why I keep pirating books, academic journals, and everything in between and I feel good about it :D This is my cause and that's what I believe in. Knowledge should be freely accessible for everyone. I see my purpose through my ideologies that sadly aren't accepted by many.
I only wrote that to say I'm Palestinian because I'm really proud about it. But yeah, thank you for stopping by to read this! ^_^